Clueless

I don’t want to be sad but then there is this strong feeling in me that I should be sad. See there I go again.. hopelessly clueless about what I should be feeling. I mean common that is something everyone knows.. how can I be confused about that. Okay! I give up.. I am clueless. So some one in office could make that out that I am not my usual self which I am not, has to says "I hope u find what u looking for" and I laugh!! Helloo.. I don’t know what I am looking for.. I mean for starters I don’t even know if I am looking for anything or not or it’s just one of those days where I want to feel a little stumpy. Whatever it is, it is definitely not helping coz I am now feeling crazily sleepy.. oh god! I feel I'll drop dead on my comp. And to keep the sleep away I attempt to write something.. actually whatever comes to my mind but I realise that this is not happening so I better stop right away, before I am labelled as insane